in the van
song eun ni (sey): discuss among 4 of you and let us know
song eun ni (sey): discuss among 4 of you and let us know
hwangbo (hb): also pick who is not normal
members: be honest, we are not going to be mad at you.
shin bongsun (sbs): please tell us rank #1. most normal to most not normal
sey: are you ready?
hb: first, who is the most normal
members: so nervous
crew: this is not my own opinion
members: ok we got it
crew: sey-shi is the most nornal
baek boram (bbr): what? it's not me?
sbs: are you telling this person is normal? she is almost 40 years old and still like this! (lol)
crew: she is normal. so we say she's normal!
bbr: ok. we will recognize it! how about rank #2?
hb: no. tell us the last rank
crew: tell you the rank last. hb-shi
an yong mi (aym): that's correct!
hb: wait a moment! you are not picking the prettiest *faint*
bbr: for real? lately you are saying a lot you are pretty
sey: it's ironic that the most normal and the most not normal are doing musical. aren't you curious?
house-tree-person (HTP) psychiatric test
designed to aid clinician (psychiatrist) to obtaini information concerning individual's sensitivity, maturity, flexibility, efficiency, degree of personality integration and interaction with the environment. subject (patient) is asked to draw pictures of a house, a tree, and a person. subject is given opportunity to explain their drawings.
psychologist (psy): main focus of your drawing is person. very detail and sophisticated. even draw her big eyes. you are somehow have a sensitive personality trait. wondering how that person see you. as a good person and hope don't see you as a bad person. you are very sensitive.
tagline: strong sense of people's gaze
psy: from the drawing, you have animals close to you but no people are near you
sey: no, look there is picture of one couple kiss
psy: comparison to people you unilaterally love animals and comfortable with them because they are not able to evaluate you
tagline: pet dog mania
brain structure test
sey: drawing hb's brain structure was easy (lol). gobchang (dish made with small cow intestin), naengmyeon (cold noodle), kang dong won and gaebab (dog food)
hb: only these occupied there? in my brain?
sey: i want to introduce hb to someone, but her brain only occupied these subject
hb: faint (lol)
tagline: don't be deceived by what you see (features) on the surface
aym: i know everyone wait on boram's brain structure!
hb: cracks as soon as she see the photo
aym: scandal, diet and the rest are tears
boram: i agree but i don't want too
sey: look at her, she is crying again. tears, tears, tears
psychiatric minnesota multiphasic personality inventory (MMPI) test
this test was designed to help psychiatrist to identify patient's personal, social, and behavioralf problems when there's any.
hb: keep looking around (translator's pov - this part was scripted) (my pov - hb is her real self. lol)
tagline: mental distraction from the start
hb: dream. it was my friend's husband but someone else face on him. in the dream we were kissing (lol)
members: she must be out of her mine. crazy. can't believe she kiss husband of her friend. dream
sbs: you know she love the movie "love and war"
sey: i know right! she watched so many times. i believe hb needs 4 weeks adjustment period with our program
hb: after the kiss, i felt good and wonderful dream. after i woke up from the dream, i didn't think it as a terrible affair. i see it as beautiful love
sbs: for what?
sbs: just now, why i look at this, she only going to talk about kiss in front of the psychologist
tagline: they (members) know something
psychologist: being honest cost you misfortune in the pass?
hb: i just can't lie
tagline: as usual her personality is extremely frank
hb: when i go to restaurant, when the restaurant ask me how was the food taste? i have to tell the truth that food was nothing to write about. because it wasn't good. and if i don't like someone it shows. it is my weak point!
sey: so true. how can i hide front of someone you dislike so much. it's hard. (sey told sbs, it's really hard for me)
hb: during elementary school i was embarrassed about having four letters last name. i was some what feminine
psy: okey
sey: she tries to convince him (lol)
sbs: first time psychologist avoids eye contact
hb: blablabla
psy: you are considered extrovert and positive. i am not sure if camera capture this, my feeling is, while we are talking our physical distance are closer than the other members. you laugh a lot too. you have type of personality that approaching others with positive. do you notice you have clearly different personality to others?
hb: yes i know (lol)
psy: if you personality goes extreme, you might turn into mental disorder
hb: laugh and laugh and laugh (look at her face, i can't believe this) and all the members got shock
sbs: first time mention the word mental disorder
psy: if its possible, can you share with me when you experience something psycho thought?
members: shock expression
sbs: type of question change
hb: no, not psycho. you know i live with my pets. even though i don't speak. when i cried, they come and stay with me and i believe they understands me.
hb: i am normal right?
psy: if you want honest answer, i tell you, you stand right above the wall between normal and not normal
hb: what? (members expression is same as hb)
tagline: unexpected. shocking result?
psy: one side is cliff and another side is garden
hb: i'll try to stay in the garden side
psy: since you recognize your mental statues which is positive
conclusion session in the room
psy: one thing standout most of hb-shi is, she has strong 4D personality (members agree)
members: agree
hb: i always thought and believed i am normal!
tagline: 4-dimensional thinking, hot-temper in nature
tagline: 4-dimensional thinking, hot-temper in nature
psy: you have some degree of impulse
hb: i am? (she agreed)
psy: impluse tendency. you start-up quick and end quick
psy: right here, two people in this category (pointed to aym and hb)
aym: i like you unnie!
sey: our placement (position during the programme) are some what subtle don't you think?
psy: normally placement are like this?
members: yes this is how place!
psy: impulse tendency starts left to right (i presume most impulse tendency starts with aym and least impulse is bbr). introvert tendency starts right to left (most introvert is bbr to hb)
role play
tagline: time to discover the difficulties of other individuals
sey: i think it's going to be easy playing hb
members: agree
hb: while i am watching me (play by sey), i don't know why i am here and doing program
sey: were you surprised?
tagline: hb, time to reflect
hb: it was so funny i forget to do my part as bbr and i became myself. i was laughing hard at me play by sey). i'm definitely see now, people don't see me normal. i am not normal
sey, sbs: you just realized now?
hb: why i can look and listen and laugh. though keep laughing is silly. eventhough this may not be issue to others, definitely i have issue and people will see me as not normal!
hypothetical situations to deceased and how individual reflect
psy: hypothetical situations about a decease (related to others) and how they reflect. through this exercise, you will learn different emotion and things about you, that you didn't know
sbs: hb has a restaurant in hongdae (simsontang). on the way home hb gave me flyers. i have to pass out the flyers when i see my fans. also when i visit her restaurant to eat, hb ask me to sit by the window so passer by can see me eating at her restaurant. like you can see i am female. i couldn't even eat peacefully (lvk: i think she was part joking and part is real. hearing this hb is trying her best to avoid eye contact with sbs) hb always look after me!
aym: my memory of hb, hb onnie and i are both easy going. no matter what i say she always listen and accept me as who i am. so in the beginning, i tried to act cute and want to be closer to her so i kept called her hwangbo! hwangbo! hwangbo! by her surname. one day after she laugh loudly, she became serious "you shouldn't do that!" so i thought she was just joking and acting. than she says "you really shouldn't do that! if you continued call non-honorfic term, no one will like you! suddenly i felt so embarrass and my placement in muhan girls felt smaller and smaller and wondered who will except me.
tagline: scar on aym's heart
sey: don't you think you are the one who has issue? (lol)
bbr: calling older sister "Yah" who will like you and except you?
aym: i must die than! i must have lived too long!
members: laugh
tagline: we just can't handle her
bbr: when i think about it, i known hb for almost 4 years. coming christmas will be our fourth year. we spent christmas together for the past three years (start crying)
tagline: queen of tears start to cry again
bbr: eventhough she said she didn't have stuff to do (no events on christmas) but i felt though, because of me, she stays by my side (lvk: i think bbr had hardtime about personal issue). i always thankful!
tagline: precious friend. always by your side
bbr: i am the one always talk, she only listen. i felt hb didn't open up to me. once i felt disappointed at her and i shouldn't have open up so easily to her. now I realize that she's friend who acted as my older sister. listen to my problems and encourage me!
psy: now this is final exercise. look at the hb-shi and say your last word.
tagline: time to say bye
aym: hb-yah (members crack up), since you are dead, i am going to call you 'yah'. because of you i laugh alot and became confident with myself. i am going to miss you alot!
sey: with my heart, thank you for everything and i love you!
sbs: you'll remain in my heart as role model
bbr: i thought and i wished we have more time. i felt i only received from you. i'll never forget you and going to miss you!
hb: when i died (missauditor: this is depressing to hear and read) don't just visit and leave flowers in front of my picture, just like now, say something to me, i'll really appreciate it!
hb: i don't like to get hurt. but i hurt people too. it is not that i didn't know before
tagline: once again realized how important is each other
lvk: sorry about my grammars!
source: 1loveHB and lvk2010 at twitter
credit: 1loveHBYT, http://shesaysblog.blogspot.com/
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